ok so i NOW live in columbus ohio. moved in a few days ago for college. dorm life is . .. . . . interesting. WOO
ummm a few weeks ago i went to a discussion group here in columbus. it was fun. i had some "conflict" with my friend ivymooncrow. there was a gay boy there and he was at the "after thing" that we went to as well. well at this "after thing" we played truth or dare for fun. the gay boy was asked by whitewolfcry if he had a crush on anyone prestent. he skirted around answering who. well he was DARED later on (by another person) to sit on the lap of the person he liked. ivymooncrow instantly jumped up like it HAD to be him. he refused to sit down. well later on in the night after ivy, wolf and i left this "thing" they were discussing everything and everyone. ivy decided to say something along the lines of "i didnt like the way (insert gay boys name here) was PUSHED on ME" again he thought that this boy just HAD to have a crush on him. i decided to interject myself in and say "how do you know he was going to sit on YOUR lap? he could have sat on anyones lap" ivy replied along the lines of "are you kidding me? i KNOW he has a crush on me" (i now know he was wrong and knew it then) well apparently i was being an ungrateful bitch.
anyways. if he reads this, i want you to know, you were being an egomaniacle prick. and he needs to shut his ego the **** up. other than that, he and i are peachy keen. im still fully willing to put this all behind me and not care. though im doubtful that he will. i can hope though.
on another note, im now living with three other guys and dating the aforementioned gay boy. this is not all as good as it sounds. one of my male roomates is a loud mouthed jerk and always tries to talk over everyone. the other is like uber christian and wants to start some minor stuff about me being pagan. he decided to go to our dorm adviser and ask to be moved instead of approaching me. if he wans me to change hes shit out of luck. but if he just doesnt want to see it and all that i am fully willing to be like ya sure. i tried to talk to him but he kept like skurting around the conversation. i just wanna smack him UGH!
i hope its resolved now but who knows.
to tell the truth, im not sure its working out with gay boy either. hes treating me like a typical "trophy wife" showing me off to all of his friends and all that. but when we are with said friends he barely recognises me. and when we are alone he tries to shove himself on me. another thing, he smokes. i hate smokers. i just think its a disgusting habit. but i cant break up with him because some of his friends already told me that if i "hurt him" i will wish to be dead.
so, i dont know what to do about that. if you've got any sudgestions, let me know.
ok so i guess they do patrol there sometimes now. ive lived here all my life and the danged cops have never patroled the place. so im going to appologize again ivymooncrow and white wolf cry.
so your prolly confused if you are not one of the above mentioned. we were going to cast some stuff tonight. we had all our stuff (a lil wine slightly hidden off to the side even) in a gazebo. we were reading through the spell over and over before we actualy did it by candle light and we had all of our stuff set out beside us. next thing we know a cop car pulls up. there were lotsa candles, a book on wicca, 3 knives, a sword, and many other misc. things scattered about.
so this cop walks up and takes our i.d.'s and starts lookin through everything. he mentioned my knives and my sword. mentioned the candles, and a few other things. but then he made ivymooncrow empty his pockets. he picked up icy's athame and couldnt open it. he turned the thing over and looked at every single symbol on it under his flashlight. then he noticed the book. oh god i didnt want him to notice it. what he said about it made me wanna smack him lol.
so the adrenaline flew and all that. he let us off and just said get ur stuff and leave . . . . now. we couldnt get our stuff up faster. haha
OH! there was this pretty white kitty that followed us from the car to the gazebo. i loved the lil thing. the cop asked if it was just us and we said yes. i said unless you see a little white cat, he followed us. the cop preceded to ask us if we were planning to do something to the precious little thing. OMG I WANTED TO SMACK HIM FOR MENTIONING IT! anyways, ya my adrenaline went thru the roof.
i was thinking (how we gunna grab the wine) but them the cat meowed beside it and the cop went over and grabbed it. i thought we were dead then but i said what ya talkin about when he mentioned it. he said like it was ours but i think i put doubt in his mind so he let it go. omg i feel so bad. i shouldnt but i do, i coulda gotten us all in trouble!
again im sorry ivy and white (even though white didnt even have any of her stuff looked at ((she was the smart one and had her stuff still away)) but it was her wine >.> <.<)
ok so the story is thaat its like 2 a.m. here right now and white wolf moon and i are talking on yahoo instant messenger. she, ivymooncrow and i are going into columbus tomorrow. she is picking me up at noon thats basicaly the jist of it. but white wolf moon is always late. when she says she'll be there at 2 she'll be there 2:30 3:00. and i sleep in . . . . . . . . . . . . ALOT. so this is what happened
Trev: hmmmmmm so im aimin to be up at 10 Trev: hope i will be abe to wake up lol Sarah Ross: lol Sarah Ross: u better be i vaguely remember where u sleep Sarah Ross: lol Trev: lolz Trev: when u gettin up? Sarah Ross: before noon Sarah Ross: lol Sarah Ross: 11:59 Sarah Ross: am Trev: ur gunna get me in trouble lol Sarah Ross: lol jk jk idk Trev: no u made me laugh real loud with that 1 Trev: im still laughing Sarah Ross: lol Sarah Ross: i thought it was a really good one Trev: and sadly its prolly true Sarah Ross: lol Trev: omg i cant breath Sarah Ross: breathe trev breathe walk AWAY from the light!!!!!!!!!!!! Sarah Ross: actually **** walking RUN FROM THE LIGHT TREV RUN LIKE Sarah Ross: UM Sarah Ross: RUN LIKE ADAM WAS CHASING U GOING I WANT TOP THIS TIME! Sarah Ross: (yim laughing smiley here) Trev: (yim rolling around on ground laughing smiley here) Trev: wow i cant breath now. it brought tears to meh eyes Sarah Ross: ah Sarah Ross: that was awesome Sarah Ross: im so telling cliff about that one tomorrow Trev: im posting it on covenspace
so i busted my head off laughing (adam is a guy i slept with that has a penis as big as my thumb btw) i got in trouble. and my head hurts.
So i never did the introduction thing i guess haha. my name is trevor allen. im 19 and just finished high school. i am an artist and i love my profession. my dream job would be to be a photographer for national geographic. i love photography and the effect that it has on people. one day i hope to be the owner (or part owner) of 2 businesses. 1! a metaphysical store with my 2 best friends Sarah and Cliff. 2! my very own design studio.
As for the craft, i follow mostly the norse gods but i never restrict myself into categories. i am looking to master protection spells firsst and foremost because im a paranoid lil f'er. and i am also working on divination. I have tarot, runes, pendulums, and a gazing, scrying mirror.
Where i live now i have a permenant alter set up on my dresser top. i hope i can take the most of it with me to college. they should be fine with the candles and such but my athame is another question hahaha. lets just hope my roomates r ok with any of it hahaha
for my lifestyle, i am gay and happily in love. i am nowhere near racist, i love all creatures on this earth. im a vegitarian (2 yrs runnin yay) and i love my life right now. i work at the local movie theatre and i am moving to columbus soon. :)
if i left anything out or if ya just wanna chat, feel free to message me.
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